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Some of the things you describe were exactly as I felt when I was depressed.
I certainly felt that death would have been a prize. I was gripped by fear and anxiety that I cannot find adequate words to describe. I felt that there was a cloud weighing me down and that everything was darkness around me. As awful as that was my mind was also constantly bombarded with psychotic thoughts – painful psychotic thoughts. I was in the depths of despair. It was torment that I cannot describe.
As far as medicine was concerned my medication was changed three times before finding the one that worked for me.
I frequently looked up to God, and I poured out my heart to Him (although at times I found that hard to do because I was so weighed down - I felt that there wasn’t an ounce of energy left in me).
I am pleased to say, however, that God came through and shone His Light upon me and took me out of the depression and despair, lifted me up and sorted me out so much so that my life is even better now than it was before I had gotten depressed. I can't describe how good (for want of a better word) my life is right now.
I should like to take this opportunity, once again, to thank you for all the prayers you made for me.
This is a strong message. right now i am facing a few challenges and although am in the faith but i need to remember that God is closer to me than i think. Through this message i will take the time to strengthing myself at home through my prayers and take action outside home and believe
Thank you for the message Bishop Sometimes many of us including myself feel that a storm is over us because everything keeps going wrong to the point you feel than God had departed from us and no assistant or Pastor can help you. What we need to realise that God is close to us then we think, he is holding our hands and once you conquer this stormy situation something good is going to happen in your life. So in this case i learn not to give up and if i am faceing a stormy situation i will keep fighting no matter how weak i feel, because feeling is emotions.
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What you say is extremely good – it’s fabulous.
Some of the things you describe were exactly as I felt when I was depressed.
I certainly felt that death would have been a prize. I was gripped by fear and anxiety that I cannot find adequate words to describe. I felt that there was a cloud weighing me down and that everything was darkness around me. As awful as that was my mind was also constantly bombarded with psychotic thoughts – painful psychotic thoughts. I was in the depths of despair. It was torment that I cannot describe.
As far as medicine was concerned my medication was changed three times before finding the one that worked for me.
I frequently looked up to God, and I poured out my heart to Him (although at times I found that hard to do because I was so weighed down - I felt that there wasn’t an ounce of energy left in me).
I am pleased to say, however, that God came through and shone His Light upon me and took me out of the depression and despair, lifted me up and sorted me out so much so that my life is even better now than it was before I had gotten depressed. I can't describe how good (for want of a better word) my life is right now.
I should like to take this opportunity, once again, to thank you for all the prayers you made for me.
Thank you so much.
All the best.
This is a strong message. right now i am facing a few challenges and although am in the faith but i need to remember that God is closer to me than i think. Through this message i will take the time to strengthing myself at home through my prayers and take action outside home and believe
Thank you for the message Bishop
Sometimes many of us including myself feel that a storm is over us because everything keeps going wrong to the point you feel than God had departed from us and no assistant or Pastor can help you. What we need to realise that God is close to us then we think, he is holding our hands and once you conquer this stormy situation something good is going to happen in your life. So in this case i learn not to give up and if i am faceing a stormy situation i will keep fighting no matter how weak i feel, because feeling is emotions.
Chanelle Mckenzie
(UCKG Kilburn UK)
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